I haven't written for a few weeks! I still struggle with the whole "tell-all" of my daily obstacles. But I am sure before you know it you'll be able to come up to me and just start chatting like old friends!!

Imagine a little child eating their first piece of candy. They look at you with their bright, wide eyes and says "Oh, just one more pllllease?" the parent just melts and gives them another.

I am at the point today just saying to God "Just a little while longer plllease?"

A little taste of my reality quickly approaching as the world around me shrinks in my view. I had to ask for the first time today for a large print menu when I couldn't read the new LED menu on the wall behind the counter. They didn't have one!!! So I just ordered a bunch of chicken nuggets and sandwiches......

My crochet is possible with my husband's eyes for assistance on where to position things in the right areas, like the nose in the center, things like that. And I love him for being my eyes so to speak, but how is that fair?
Isn't it enough that driving was taken from me so young?
Or not being able to see our beautiful night sky?
Or that playing catch with my kids is not possible?
Or even to go a day without some type of anxiety that I can't see where my kids are and they're right at your feet?

All I ask.... Just a little while longer please...will God give in? Until then I will soak in as much as I can into my memory to brighten the days of darkness.

I have decided recently to start publishing my notebook of patterns and hoping one day to have them converted to Braille or put on audio for the visually impaired. There is not a whole lot of patterns for them to choose from. I can't wait to get that process started!!

If you would like to see the patterns I have published and stay up to date on new ones please visit: http://www.craftsy.com/user/1013830/pattern-store

I do things a little different. I do not gauge, I cannot sit there and tediously count my stitches in however many inches. I cannot count how many times in the past making swatches I would get interrupted and would have to frog the whole thing!!! I use a lot of measuring and math! That's right I said math. Who knew you'd need it in crocheting?!!!!! So I provide measurements for circumference and height of the hat. Everything else in my mind is just frosting, who cares of its 1/10th of an inch smaller than mine? It will look great and you know what? YOU made it!!! As my husband would sau, those small differences makes it yours and unique. Although as I have sometimes given him the stink-eye at times when I want it EXACTLY like my inspiration (like recently Hermey the dentist) I have to agree with him.

So keep an eye out, even though I was kicked down in the dumps today, rest assured I will be back hookin away tomorrow! Winter is approaching quickly so I will be creating a lot to share!!!

Who wants to play a game?







Anna Staggs
11/2/2012 04:13:32 pm

you hope to have the patterns published and converted to braille or as an audio for the seeing impaired

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Elaine Sumner
11/2/2012 04:52:19 pm

You hope one day to have your patterns converted to Braille or put on audio for the visually impaired.

What an awesome idea! My sister has macular degeneration and she still sews with the same skill and perfection that she always has. She says she sews "by feel" (on the machine). She just turned 76! So never give up!! :)

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Georgia Beckman
11/2/2012 09:46:22 pm

You hope to convert your patterns to braille or audio for the vision impaired. What an inspiration you are! I have often thought to myself, what if I would go blind???? And I think I COULD still crochet, you'll learn to do it by feel.........you're doing it now. Keep up the good work, my friend!

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Francie Christensen
11/2/2012 10:38:01 pm

You hope to get your patterns put in Braille or audio form for the visually impaired.

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Tracy Settle
11/3/2012 01:07:07 am

You want to publish your patterns in braille or on audio.

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11/3/2012 02:43:08 am

You are so inspiring! I would have never guessed in a million years you could not really see what you were doing. Your patterns so far have been amazing!! They are on my MUST GET SOON list and I know I will be picking up all 4 of them as I can get the property taxes paid off. I am so excited to see what wonderful things you will think to come up with next!!!!

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11/3/2012 03:53:51 am

LOL I got so super wrapped up in reading your story that I forgot to follow directions. You are hoping to convert your patterns to audio or braille once they are written.

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Sumi
11/4/2012 07:32:46 am

I think converting your patterns into Braille is an incredible idea. So often we take simple things for granted and forget that not everyone has access to the same things we do, and access can mean being able to see a written pattern. I hope that everyone can enjoy your patterns.

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Marissa
11/5/2012 12:12:52 pm

I like to give items to charity and to children at the Elementary school who need winter items.

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Marissa
11/5/2012 12:15:02 pm

Sorry I hit return too soon and could not finish my first post. You hope to convert your patterns to braile/ audio for visually inpaired.

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Danielle L Mcknight
11/5/2012 12:24:49 pm

Oh how nice! You want to make your patterns for braille and audio for the visually impaired.

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Danielle L Mckinight
11/6/2012 03:51:42 am

You want to convert your patterns in braille and audio for visual impaired people. :-)

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Valentina Montoya
11/6/2012 04:08:18 am

Making your patterns in braille and audio for visually impaired people.

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Stacy Rhoads
11/7/2012 02:42:49 am

Danielle you are the winner. Let me know which pattern you would like. Rudolph, Clarice, Brobee (untested but written) or Hermey (I am starting to type that today)

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